Like you do what you can and it never seems to be noticed. Do you know how it feels when you hate yourself cause you cant do more but yet it doesn't matter because your just fucking to broke to do anything. Its not something within your power but yet you still want to do what ever you can give every thing you have.It hurts even more when the person your giving your all for says its okay but then turns around a slaps you in the face with you dont have anything blah blah blah FUCK THAT SHIT I dont know maybe im just PMSING but i dont care it still fucking sucks